My New Story Book

Although it's a higher level children reading material, I still appreciate it, and thanks to the person who treats me like a 'child' =X

~* The Tales of Beedle The Bard *~

Thanks for the gift ^^

I Feel Bad

Feeling really bad... 

I mean real bad type of bad. 

I dunno how to express the degree of how bad it is, but it is utmost bad which I ever felt in my life. 

Bad....

When the feeling started to conquer me, I have no mood to eat, no mood to talk, no mood to play, no mood to read, no mood to move, at all! 

I duno what the hell is wrong with me and I really hate this.

I don't wanna be negative but I just can't help but keep thinking on the negative side.

Don't try to comfort me, I know all those stupid positive thinking theories more than anyone else.

I am so afraid that I will loose control of myself and start to bombing people around me anytime soon.

Especially those who cares a lot.

Sometimes, I salute myself for being able to control myself when I have to even though I'm feeling like stabbing people in my heart. 

Hahahaha.................

I don't know that is pathetic or what, and I don't know how long I'll be able to do this. 

Loosing balance for quite a while and its not good. 

Not good.