感受

一个人，

让人反感 ，

让人在背后嘲骂，讽刺，指责……　

如此人格，本该避而远之。

但是，

深入一层的想想，

我同情这人。

本身已是悲剧，

周遭不愉快的事一摞摞。

悲上加悲，痛上加痛。

不懂这人的处境还会有多坏，

也不懂这人的造化会是怎样，

更不懂会不会有人明白这人的苦衷。

但是，

肯定的，

如果肯看开，

不在钻牛角尖，

那么，

领悟，

应该不远吧……

B'day!

Blogging from office... Hiakhiakhiak... Challenging Ivan =X

Oh, Birthday!

I hope those who still remember =) , sms me (I know they're busy to call) by 9.59am on 5th August 2009.

Why?

Hahahaha, that will be the exact time I was born 24 years back then.......... 24 liao =)

Everybody keep asking me what I want for B'day!.

I still remember mouse pestering me asking for a list =S

I told her I want a kennel for Pan. Hahahahaha~

All I can say is, I need a lot yet I need nothing =S

Moving house soon, need a lot money to furnish my room.

However, I don't need anything from you guys because I really don't know what I want for B'day!.

Hmm... we'll see ;)

It's Been Awhile

Yea, I haven't 'have time' to log in blogspot for quite a long while =X Was busy with all the holiday things going around.

Too much to mention, so, lets put it this way =)

Birthday (mao's)... gave her pressie ^^

Shopping (not for clothes)...

Pan (he's ill again -.-)...

Food (Nong & Jimmy! yumz)...somebody can't take spicy food! and he don't wanna admit (evil grin) xD

Traveling... Perhentian with family

Swimming...

Snorkelling...

Sun burning (-.-)...

Engagement party...

Reunion party...

Company stuff (lotsa work -.-)... rush rush rush!

Sipadan preparation...

Fying... again xD

Snorkelling... again xD (knock my forehead cuz of the stupid humhead gruper... injured my toes cuz the fin too small -.-...)

Sun burning... again -.- ( i am so god damn tan now xD )

People... (met some funny people and a seal name SanSan)

Water-lodge-night-party-head-banging... (not me >"<)

Shopping... (bought advocados, dried salted fish (uncle bluff me!), sipadan T-shirt and a very cool Freakenstein keychain *he got 2 screws on his head* ^^ )

Delayed flight... (bloody AirAsia, screw u!)

Half day off... (touched down around 0130 -.- its am... reach home at 0230!!)

Back to work... -.- sick!

Back to home! =D... (mom said I look like indian... er... I think I look like Thais oO?)

back to work again... T_T

Sea sick... (according to what master R says... low suga level nia lah...)

Empty-office... (they went to Eagle Ranch without me T_T wuwu... I hope you guys "HAD" fun without me! hmphz! T_T yong shiuh rong, dun lanci me! )

LRT... (bloody lei si bian -.- she or 'he' whacked my back and buttock! argh !! =.= )

Early saturday =D (woke up and work!)

Vet... (pan's session, but i saw the doc diggin into a cat's tummy -.- *puke* when i reach there, surgery)

Poor... (Ken and i never withdraw, and Pan's consultation cost 85, i dug out 65, Ken dug out 10, I dug out another 5, we both dug out another 2 each and we're short of 1 buck!!! -.- haiz... dun worry, he got 1 buck in his car... end up, we both left 70 cents ^^ its just hilarious!!)

Bakuteh @ Kepong (i still find their rice wine chicken soup better than bakuteh >"<)

Diamond club... (i <3 show =")">Mongolian girl showing acrobatics, we're so lucky. When we're 14, we might still day dreaming)

3 o'clock nagger... (BEAR! Nagging professor =.= ok, gotta go sleep or else he'll nag 4eva...)

oh oh, don't forget... I miss my best buddies T-T I've not seen them for so long... wuwuwu

IRRITATED!

ARGHHH!!

I hate being irritated!

I hate being irritated by myself when I feel irritated by something else!

I don't mean to say those horrible words, but I can't control my terrible, idiotic demeanour...

I hate this f****-up feeling so damn much!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should stay in deep jungle...

Place like Amazon, deep enough so nobody will come near me.

Stay outta the way!

It's 49% Suay only

Its only 49% suay because...

1. Bus to perhentian got delayed 5 hours, which I never encounter before.

2. Thing I wish so hard not to come, came.... on the same night waiting for bus.

3. Coral View Resort, ranked no. 2 at Perhentian Besar... and the only word I can use to describe them, "Cincai".

4. Mom got sick during the trip.

5. Lost my pouch which contains - id card, driving license, atm cards, company access card (don't ask me why I bring it to holiday -.-), touch & go, medical cards and $ (sobz)

6. Lodge police report in the middle of midnight.

7. Slow working police officers, as usual.

8. Found out Pan's right eye swollen, vet said its infection from boarding place and it irritates him a lot... 

51 % lucky because =)

1. Officially, 1st family trip, which organized by me xD

2. Everybody love the trip xD

3. Mom and dad went snorkeling and got to see turtle and sharks which convinced my mom that's better than watching them on National Geographic (she loves that channel too) =D

4. They are always there to support me when I'm Suay (hahahaha), Ken and Sis send me to lodge report and make new ic. Thank you so much (touched) Dad sponsored me $ cuz I'm MC Hammer Broke!

5. Cab driver returned my "old" ic, blocked atm card, bla bla bla except my touch & go (still got 50+, argh) and another atm card. My dad said, they took Maybank card cuz its a debit card too. 

6. Most important, we're planning other things =X that means more holiday xD

p/s: everybody keeps on telling me, we Cow community are suay this year, well, I still find myself lucky =)

Swimmer

I was on his back. I was lil girl again.

He still looks the way he was the last time I saw him, how I remembered him.

He was carrying me across the lake behind the wooden house.

A huge lake left after mining activities.

I was unable to see his face, but I knew it was him.

The back that is familiar to me and all members who bear his name.

Funny thing was, this was the third time I dreamt of him.

No violence, no killing, no bullets, no guns, no bombs and no victims.

I'm glad, he's not reloading bullet and instructing me to shot on the head of the unknown victim again.

It was warmy, I remembered I was clenching my wrists.

So, logically, I wasn't holding anything beside "sitting" on his back.

Hahahaha.... He swarm very fast, I mean, really fast.

I think its the whole "Hollywood" thing that has got into me...

He was actually swimming like how Zohan did when he was pursuing the bad guy -.-

Butterfly stroke... in high velocity... Omfg..............

After that, he lied down on the bed inside the kitchen of his wooden house. Covered up with few layers of blankets and shivering. I was thinking, is that a message from him that he don't have enough clothes in the other world?

ahaha, I don't really believe in that.

Seriously, it was so god damn hilarious that I laughed my arse out in the middle of the dawn, 5am after Pan did his stunt again outside...

AhGong, you are still humourous in your way =)

-RIP-

Saturday

7.30 am > heard some noise. 

                Venice changing clothes -.- 

                went back to sleep.

7.45 am > opened my eyes out of a sudden.

                 Venice said, "he's here, get up"

                 Oh... dimsum for breakfast... 

                 *struggling* to eat, or sleep...?

8.00 am > in Ken's wira -.-"

             > sis gonna be late for work, but she said nevermind... nevermind?

             

8.15 am > har gao seems not as nice as usual

                prawns not crunchy punya! -.-

                but, still eating non-stop... haiz... har gao addicts

8.30 am > plates serving steamed pork rib, yam croquettes, siu mai and har gao are emptied =D

             > Venice asking, "anything else you all wanna eat?"

             > you take what you like and we'll eat lah, came from Tommy... 

             > hahaha, smart kid. (tradition, the person who ordered has the responsibility to finish if others can't)

8.31 am> "anything you guys want?" Venice      

8.32 am > "anything?" Venice

8.33 am > "..." Venice

             > "hmm, porridge?" me

             > "YEA" Venice

             > "..., why don't you just say so at first...?" Ken

             > (Lesson: no matter what happened, always take care of your gf's face) 

             > SFX: Ken got whacked.... 

8.40 am > why the porridge taking so long.... 

8.48 am> wah, a lot ... can 5 of us finish all?  oO?

8. 50 am > steaming, hot, ... yummie =X

9.10 am > Ampang, sis went work. Late.

10. 00 am > disturbed ali's sleep. 

                > went to sleep =X

X.XX xx >  phone rang

               > "its 2 pm" Ali

               > "wtf?!....2 pm..?!"

2.45 pm > vet, "he's scratching like mad because of the minch"

              > *minch?* 

              > "it might infect human if interact too often"

              > *infect...! x_X ... holy... cow?*

              > Pan still wagging his tail while vet injecting ... hehe -.-" 

3.05 pm > sms Ali, reminder for tennis

4.22 pm > MSG: "I'm on my way", Ali

              > *I thought we should be playing by 4.30 pm...  slow... late...* -.-

              > watching Rosy Business (巾帼枭雄) online

              > its faster than Astro on Demand =X

4.50 pm > kids playing basketball, makin me frustrated while playing 

              > one... two... three... *counting* 

              > *twelve kids, serve and whack one by one* -evil grin-

           

6.00 pm > Tommy got stalked in the swimming pool... by a kid -.-" and the mom besides... -_-"""

7.10 pm > NZ, dinner, lotsa food... FOOD -.-

8.00 pm > Carefour, need to get ... food... for Sunday...

              > *I wanna cook this, this , this and this....* thinking since Friday night -.-"

9.00 pm > racist chicken butcher only serves those malay aunties ... (diu... -.-)

9.30 pm > watching Rosy Business last episode... 

              > nice story, educational too

              > still...

              > the ending doesn't impress me much... tvb's... like usual =) 

              > still...

              > much much better than the stupid 82 episodes long story -.- 

              > which i gave up to watch....

10.00 pm > work... work... work

                > start up my note pad... 

10.01 pm > *hmmm... few days never check facebook*

10.05 pm > *hmmm... few weeks never update blog*

11.03 pm > *hmmm.... 11 pm liao... still writing....*

11.03.30 pm > *hmmm... work tomorrow...? I can read Sabriel first =X*

11.04 pm > Sabriel xD