The Viology Regalia

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2011-07-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

原来被撞是这样的。老实说，平时人家说车祸该怎样怎样是在被撞后才会想起的！

事发当时，我在靠近Bulatang Pahang的Tawaka医院前面停着，堵车嘛。还在跟朋友通电谈着Harry Potter多好看，就这样整辆车震了一下，直觉说“衰了”。。。看看倒后镜，那个司机的脸被我的车尾灯照得红红的，有点好笑，我给他配了对白：”Oh no，I'm f***ed.."。他一直猛抓头发，他的女朋友一脸‘嗡’样瞪着我的车。＊狂笑＊

他向我挥手道歉，我指了旁边的Shell油站，示意他开去一旁，不要阻碍人家嘛。他点点头。我在车群中好不容易从第二条道路转向油站一旁。‘熄灯，熄火，下车’，哎。。人呢？我望了堵着的车群，他奶奶的，竟然逃走了？！

老娘还没发火，他逃了？蛋蛋被煎掉了啊？这个年头，讲信用的男人，你们去哪了？？#@$%... 呼、吸、呼、吸。。。车牌什么号码？看不到啊⋯⋯他车都‘粘’在我车尾了，看屁啊。。。噢⋯⋯无言。。。

不幸中的大幸，车尾花了少少，不是很深，保险杠开了少少，没裂。轻轻一按还可以归位 =s ⋯⋯ 很安慰一下。。。算了，跟逃兵计较会降低我的人格。想想他的Wira有烂吗⋯⋯ ＊心声：最好是裂开！＊

在吉隆坡驾车快一年半，今天才发生车祸。算是纪录吗？哈哈哈哈！

Hi :)

2011-03-16T08:58:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile :)
How are you doing?
Have you fulfilled what you dream of doing all these while?
Have you found the meaning of life just like how you said it, live life loud, are you doing it?
Or, you should stop, take a good look around, take a good look of yourself.
Listen to the small voice inside, never forget your motto.
Work hard, play harder :)
Life should be fun!
Cheers!

The Power of Social Network

2010-08-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

I am sure everybody agrees that social network is powerful, but have you experienced it yourself?
Ha...

Social network such as The Facebook, in short FB, is really really powerful....... until you can't imagine. FB has this function of birthday notification which it will automatically notify you on your friend's birthday. Good idea for lazy people, like me, who will never ever be able to remember all the birthdays..... sorry, I just can't -.-"

Back to the story, well, on 3rd of Aug, a friend wishes me Happy Birthday. Hmm, something is wrong somewhere, but I still thank her. But what came after that sparks my intention to write this down =X

This friend, who wished me in FB, started a string of wishing activities. The same night, I received a few wishes on FB, sms to my phone. The next day, I get more... more... and more wishes.

It's not that I don't feel grateful that people remember my b'day, but the thing is...... My b'day is on the 5th... which is 3 days more to go =/

Sigh...

我们来当家长，他们来当小孩

2010-04-09T20:40:00.000-07:00

带妈妈去买衣服是一件很艰辛的任务。不是不孝，只是妈妈真的很会挑…… -.- 无法想象的挑啊。

还记得最近那次是在罗宾孙，我们逛了一个小时，爸跟弟都有点儿不耐烦了。哈哈……　结果，大多男生都会做的事，假装看别的东西走开了。。。哎，你们的伎俩难道我会不懂吗？

姐因为回家帮我拿东西而慢了（结果好像还跟梁吵的很凶　—ｓｏｒｒｙ >"<）

哥更厉害，拿阿嫂当名义去别间百货逃难去了！

我妈很‘吊’，她很敢的在promoter面前跟我大声说，“这样的衣服可以穿么？”、“这样的颜色可以看么？”——　我想我懂我们很会批评人家的本领是从哪儿来的了……呵呵呵！　

我握着妈的手，对promoter不好意识的笑笑，转身就跑……天，我妈很吊，对不？

后来妈跟我傻笑，我才知道她是故意的！！

她也应该是大扫除累了吧。拿她没辙……想想不如明天再买吧，都累了。沟通后，大家都很自然的冒出来了。哎……男生就是男生。。。

隔天，我们去了另一家百货地方给妈买衣服，蛮高级的，哥最拿手的啦。。妈不懂便宜跟贵，因为她眼力不好了，看不清价钱。我们也不多说　=p　

妈心情很好，从一个品牌到另一个的试衣服，还不断的问我们好看吗？在镜子前，转啊转的……哈哈，女生毕竟还是女生，不管年龄相差多少，对某些事的举止还是差不远的　＝）她还挑了几件小礼服，然后偷偷跟我和姐说，“这件很美哦，一定贵死了，我不买。”　我还想说，你不买又拿。但妈就很淘气的接着说，“试穿不用给钱，不要紧！”　笑着走进更衣室了。

哈！女生都是一样的！！

妈挑剔不是因为不想买，而是她习惯了节俭的生活。以前家境没现在的好，省吃省穿都把最好的留给我们四个扑满。而且爸妈小时候也没过得像我们小时候一样。现在，爸妈应该跟我们调换角色了，我们来当家长，他们来当小孩　=)

Exhausted...

2009-10-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

Am I getting older?

I guess I am.

Feel so tired even though I ain't doing much.

Must be headache!

Hehehe

Went Ipoh to custom make my dress.

Cost me a bomb!!!

*KaBoooom*

Pray hard it's gonna looks exactly how I imagined it s'posed to be.

And of course, I went to get some delicious Ching Han Guan's cookies.

This time, no yolk (sad...)

But it's healthier for dad and mom =)

We sapu 10 in less than 2 hours.

Scary right?... -.-

Fetch Pan back from boarding pet shop.

They messed him up again.

Haiz....

Spent money and invited more mess to myself...

Just brilliant!

Stupid Cindy went Nong & Jimmy without me AGAIN!

But it's ok.

My mom cooked us super duper extra ordinary tasty delicious tomato crabs!

*grin*

Haiz... 22.48pm

I didn't have time to do my work...

This month gonna submit 0% again T_T

Kanasai...

Suak, shower time!

Hehehe =)

Glad

2009-10-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

Indeed I do.

Frankly speaking, it's a great relief to know that you are doing well beyond expectations.

One true brave lil lady.

Just like the person I knew, or, maybe more, or maybe, not.

So, I guess it's time to bid good-bye.

Time to claim the space you took long, long ago.

I wish you good luck and;

I hope your words will come true.

And truly it is what I wish it would too.

So long, my once-bosom-friend.

Its 5

2009-10-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

My baby turns 5 tonight.

Happy Birthday.

感受

2009-08-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

一个人，

让人反感，

让人在背后嘲骂，讽刺，指责……　

如此人格，本该避而远之。

但是，

深入一层的想想，

我同情这人。

本身已是悲剧，

周遭不愉快的事一摞摞。

悲上加悲，痛上加痛。

不懂这人的处境还会有多坏，

也不懂这人的造化会是怎样，

更不懂会不会有人明白这人的苦衷。

但是，

肯定的，

如果肯看开，

不在钻牛角尖，

那么，

领悟，

应该不远吧……

B'day!

2009-08-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

Blogging from office... Hiakhiakhiak... Challenging Ivan =X

Oh, Birthday!

I hope those who still remember =) , sms me (I know they're busy to call) by 9.59am on 5th August 2009.

Why?

Hahahaha, that will be the exact time I was born 24 years back then.......... 24 liao =)

Everybody keep asking me what I want for B'day!.

I still remember mouse pestering me asking for a list =S

I told her I want a kennel for Pan. Hahahahaha~

All I can say is, I need a lot yet I need nothing =S

Moving house soon, need a lot money to furnish my room.

However, I don't need anything from you guys because I really don't know what I want for B'day!.

Hmm... we'll see ;)

It's Been Awhile

2009-07-18T12:04:00.000-07:00

Yea, I haven't 'have time' to log in blogspot for quite a long while =X Was busy with all the holiday things going around.

Too much to mention, so, lets put it this way =)

Birthday (mao's)... gave her pressie ^^

Shopping (not for clothes)...

Pan (he's ill again -.-)...

Food (Nong & Jimmy! yumz)...somebody can't take spicy food! and he don't wanna admit (evil grin) xD

Traveling... Perhentian with family

Swimming...

Snorkelling...

Sun burning (-.-)...

Engagement party...

Reunion party...

Company stuff (lotsa work -.-)... rush rush rush!

Sipadan preparation...

Fying... again xD

Snorkelling... again xD (knock my forehead cuz of the stupid humhead gruper... injured my toes cuz the fin too small -.-...)

Sun burning... again -.- ( i am so god damn tan now xD )

People... (met some funny people and a seal name SanSan)

Water-lodge-night-party-head-banging... (not me >"<)

Shopping... (bought advocados, dried salted fish (uncle bluff me!), sipadan T-shirt and a very cool Freakenstein keychain *he got 2 screws on his head* ^^ )

Delayed flight... (bloody AirAsia, screw u!)

Half day off... (touched down around 0130 -.- its am... reach home at 0230!!)

Back to work... -.- sick!

Back to home! =D... (mom said I look like indian... er... I think I look like Thais oO?)

back to work again... T_T

Sea sick... (according to what master R says... low suga level nia lah...)

Empty-office... (they went to Eagle Ranch without me T_T wuwu... I hope you guys "HAD" fun without me! hmphz! T_T yong shiuh rong, dun lanci me! )

LRT... (bloody lei si bian -.- she or 'he' whacked my back and buttock! argh !! =.= )

Early saturday =D (woke up and work!)

Vet... (pan's session, but i saw the doc diggin into a cat's tummy -.- *puke* when i reach there, surgery)

Poor... (Ken and i never withdraw, and Pan's consultation cost 85, i dug out 65, Ken dug out 10, I dug out another 5, we both dug out another 2 each and we're short of 1 buck!!! -.- haiz... dun worry, he got 1 buck in his car... end up, we both left 70 cents ^^ its just hilarious!!)

Bakuteh @ Kepong (i still find their rice wine chicken soup better than bakuteh >"<)

Diamond club... (i <3 show =")">Mongolian girl showing acrobatics, we're so lucky. When we're 14, we might still day dreaming)

3 o'clock nagger... (BEAR! Nagging professor =.= ok, gotta go sleep or else he'll nag 4eva...)

oh oh, don't forget... I miss my best buddies T-T I've not seen them for so long... wuwuwu

IRRITATED!

2009-06-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

ARGHHH!!

I hate being irritated!

I hate being irritated by myself when I feel irritated by something else!

I don't mean to say those horrible words, but I can't control my terrible, idiotic demeanour...

I hate this f****-up feeling so damn much!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should stay in deep jungle...

Place like Amazon, deep enough so nobody will come near me.

Stay outta the way!

It's 49% Suay only

2009-06-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

Its only 49% suay because...

1. Bus to perhentian got delayed 5 hours, which I never encounter before.

2. Thing I wish so hard not to come, came.... on the same night waiting for bus.

3. Coral View Resort, ranked no. 2 at Perhentian Besar... and the only word I can use to describe them, "Cincai".

4. Mom got sick during the trip.

5. Lost my pouch which contains - id card, driving license, atm cards, company access card (don't ask me why I bring it to holiday -.-), touch & go, medical cards and $ (sobz)

6. Lodge police report in the middle of midnight.

7. Slow working police officers, as usual.

8. Found out Pan's right eye swollen, vet said its infection from boarding place and it irritates him a lot...

51 % lucky because =)

1. Officially, 1st family trip, which organized by me xD

2. Everybody love the trip xD

3. Mom and dad went snorkeling and got to see turtle and sharks which convinced my mom that's better than watching them on National Geographic (she loves that channel too) =D

4. They are always there to support me when I'm Suay (hahahaha), Ken and Sis send me to lodge report and make new ic. Thank you so much (touched) Dad sponsored me $ cuz I'm MC Hammer Broke!

5. Cab driver returned my "old" ic, blocked atm card, bla bla bla except my touch & go (still got 50+, argh) and another atm card. My dad said, they took Maybank card cuz its a debit card too.

6. Most important, we're planning other things =X that means more holiday xD

p/s: everybody keeps on telling me, we Cow community are suay this year, well, I still find myself lucky =)

Swimmer

2009-06-02T17:28:00.001-07:00

I was on his back. I was lil girl again.

He still looks the way he was the last time I saw him, how I remembered him.

He was carrying me across the lake behind the wooden house.

A huge lake left after mining activities.

I was unable to see his face, but I knew it was him.

The back that is familiar to me and all members who bear his name.

Funny thing was, this was the third time I dreamt of him.

No violence, no killing, no bullets, no guns, no bombs and no victims.

I'm glad, he's not reloading bullet and instructing me to shot on the head of the unknown victim again.

It was warmy, I remembered I was clenching my wrists.

So, logically, I wasn't holding anything beside "sitting" on his back.

Hahahaha.... He swarm very fast, I mean, really fast.

I think its the whole "Hollywood" thing that has got into me...

He was actually swimming like how Zohan did when he was pursuing the bad guy -.-

Butterfly stroke... in high velocity... Omfg..............

After that, he lied down on the bed inside the kitchen of his wooden house. Covered up with few layers of blankets and shivering. I was thinking, is that a message from him that he don't have enough clothes in the other world?

ahaha, I don't really believe in that.

Seriously, it was so god damn hilarious that I laughed my arse out in the middle of the dawn, 5am after Pan did his stunt again outside...

AhGong, you are still humourous in your way =)

-RIP-

Saturday

2009-05-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

7.30 am > heard some noise.

Venice changing clothes -.-

went back to sleep.

7.45 am > opened my eyes out of a sudden.

Venice said, "he's here, get up"

Oh... dimsum for breakfast...

*struggling* to eat, or sleep...?

8.00 am > in Ken's wira -.-"

> sis gonna be late for work, but she said nevermind... nevermind?

8.15 am > har gao seems not as nice as usual

prawns not crunchy punya! -.-

but, still eating non-stop... haiz... har gao addicts

8.30 am > plates serving steamed pork rib, yam croquettes, siu mai and har gao are emptied =D

> Venice asking, "anything else you all wanna eat?"

> you take what you like and we'll eat lah, came from Tommy...

> hahaha, smart kid. (tradition, the person who ordered has the responsibility to finish if others can't)

8.31 am> "anything you guys want?" Venice

8.32 am > "anything?" Venice

8.33 am > "..." Venice

> "hmm, porridge?" me

> "YEA" Venice

> "..., why don't you just say so at first...?" Ken

> (Lesson: no matter what happened, always take care of your gf's face)

> SFX: Ken got whacked....

8.40 am > why the porridge taking so long....

8.48 am> wah, a lot ... can 5 of us finish all? oO?

8. 50 am > steaming, hot, ... yummie =X

9.10 am > Ampang, sis went work. Late.

10. 00 am > disturbed ali's sleep.

> went to sleep =X

X.XX xx > phone rang

> "its 2 pm" Ali

> "wtf?!....2 pm..?!"

2.45 pm > vet, "he's scratching like mad because of the minch"

> *minch?*

> "it might infect human if interact too often"

> *infect...! x_X ... holy... cow?*

> Pan still wagging his tail while vet injecting ... hehe -.-"

3.05 pm > sms Ali, reminder for tennis

4.22 pm > MSG: "I'm on my way", Ali

> *I thought we should be playing by 4.30 pm... slow... late...* -.-

> watching Rosy Business (巾帼枭雄) online

> its faster than Astro on Demand =X

4.50 pm > kids playing basketball, makin me frustrated while playing

> one... two... three... *counting*

> *twelve kids, serve and whack one by one* -evil grin-

6.00 pm > Tommy got stalked in the swimming pool... by a kid -.-" and the mom besides... -_-"""

7.10 pm > NZ, dinner, lotsa food... FOOD -.-

8.00 pm > Carefour, need to get ... food... for Sunday...

> *I wanna cook this, this , this and this....* thinking since Friday night -.-"

9.00 pm > racist chicken butcher only serves those malay aunties ... (diu... -.-)

9.30 pm > watching Rosy Business last episode...

> nice story, educational too

> still...

> the ending doesn't impress me much... tvb's... like usual =)

> still...

> much much better than the stupid 82 episodes long story -.-

> which i gave up to watch....

10.00 pm > work... work... work

> start up my note pad...

10.01 pm > *hmmm... few days never check facebook*

10.05 pm > *hmmm... few weeks never update blog*

11.03 pm > *hmmm.... 11 pm liao... still writing....*

11.03.30 pm > *hmmm... work tomorrow...? I can read Sabriel first =X*

11.04 pm > Sabriel xD

Crap!

2009-05-05T07:56:00.000-07:00

为什么那么粗鲁？哈！我活得不耐烦了！干纳赛………………　已经日复一日，no no，actually　已经一年了，我不想在重复多一年啊…………　

近来发生很多事，多得我有点透不过气来。不好的事情都发生在好朋友，亲人，Pan， etc etc身上。心情都没恢复过来。今早，同事发了一封电邮，关于吉旦岛上被流放的野狗。

http://www.mycen.com.my/sightings/sightings030509_pulau_ketam_dogs.html

看完一整篇，Gloria Jeans muffin就酱喂垃圾桶了。一整天的心情，就酱泡汤了。看见那些小狗，让我想起DeDe。我要帮他们！So,　我发电邮给Sabrina，希望可以帮他们做些什么的……

我们身边，每一天都有不公平，残忍，不人道等的事情发生。尽力了，无愧于心。

I still believe, all dogs go to heaven =)

我家的"西施PUG" =D

2009-04-25T17:17:00.000-07:00

昨天，终于有时间带Pan去姐姐的同事介绍的那间Animal Clinic。虽然诊所在焦赖，但，以Kenneth的“车神”技术，在很塞车的情况下我们只用了不到半小时。哈哈哈！一路上，Pan坐在后坐位的中间，还一直把头往前伸，用他那小小的鼻子来poke Kenneth的手臂，抗议我姐和Kenneth把冷气给挡住了 -.-"

到了！因为诊所在Steven's Corner那一排，所以一点也不难找到。Pan很兴奋，一定是以为我们带他去玩。笨蛋！哈哈哈！

兽医的样子很像普通医生的爸爸那样。那种穿着芭迪上衣和黑色长裤还有黑色的凉鞋（像我阿公穿的那种），跟Animal Hospital那些medics差好远。因为，他们就好像ER里面那些医护人员。其实，有点怀疑那兽医，行吗？-.-

诊所里只有他，所以当他为Pan做检查时还要应付其他要买狗粮或猫粮的顾客。当他在柜台应付客人时，我们就开始留意周围。他的东西很凌乱，地方太窄，货太多，空气很不流通。墙上挂着他的兽医执照，1975年。。。竟然当了三十多年的兽医！

他说了一些东西，像在自言自语多些。他讲话喜欢对着墙壁，我真的听不到啦…… 后来才懂，他问Pan会不会咬人……我心想“什么东西？你攻击他，当然咬你啦……”。但，妈妈说要以礼待人 =X 我说他很乖，放心吧。我就懂他没有在听我讲 -.-" 他已经动手在用牛仔布的绳子绑Pan的嘴了！我跟我姐交换一个不赞同的眼神。算了，做了那么久的兽医，应该有两把刷子吧？

突然他转过身，拿了一把小刀然后在Pan的颈项开始刮。很出力的刮咧！-.- 然后开始流血，我们三人都看傻眼了…… WTF?! Animal Hospital从没有对Pan用过那么粗鲁的方式来做skin scrapping。wtf wtf?! 心痛死了。但是，那冬瓜竟然在。。。摇尾巴？！Shit，高兴什么啦？ -.-

医生检查后说，他的皮肤有Parasite，他说了一些科学名称，我听不懂。但我懂情况比Animal Hospital说的Fungul Infection好得多。医生给Pan注射了Anti-Parasite Serum然后在添加一些药物。Kenneth问他，多久后要回来复诊。他想想，好像有点儿迷糊的样子然后说 “不能好就在回来咯”……有种被打败的感觉。通常Animal Hospital会要求我每星期带Pan回去复诊一次。

回家路上，我们交换了意见。姐姐说这个兽医很有很多顾客，因为他很老实。她同事的狗狗也有皮肤病，看了一阵子就好了。她也懂Pan的状况，既然在Animal Hospital花了那么久的时间和金钱，倒不如换这家。这次真的只花了一百块，比Animal Hospital便宜好多好多哦。

为了要上药，我们就带Pan去grooming。我们交待宠物店的groomer说，“I want him clean!”意思就是要剔光光！过了几小时，Kenneth帮我去接他回家。姐姐交待说不可以笑他难看，要不然他可会像我姐姐的狗狗一样，患上忧郁症！

一开门他就冲进家里，第一眼看去，我的西施变Pug了。哈哈哈，短短的白色毛，肥肥的肚腩，黑黑的眼睛，我的妈…… I've got myself a shihtzu-pug now =D

三个星期大的Pan

一岁大，毛很长，很难打理！

因为皮肤病，所以要戴Neckie。

留学回来后他就开始有皮肤敏感了

现在的毛是比这样子还要短很多很多 T-T

我的Ideology

2009-03-11T07:34:00.001-07:00

朋友问我，男友、家人、朋友还有Pan，由最重要排起，我会怎么编排……

我想了一下，反问，你呢？

他笑说，他想证明他懂我的想法。

那么，我说，家人，Pan和朋友同重量，然后就是男友。

他笑问，男友怎么了？

我说，

不管发生什么事情，家人永远都对我不离不弃。他们要求不多，只要我快乐。

Pan跟家人一样，永远都会等我回家。而我，习惯性的一回家就想看到他、跟他玩。而且，我永远都不会用“它”或“it”，我只用“他”和“he” =)

朋友跟Pan对我来说都一样那么重要。

*不要小看Pan在我心目中的地位，也不要觉得我的朋友连狗都不如*

我选朋友，真的真的很谨慎。哈哈……所以，我的朋友“很多”，都是hi and bye的类型。知心的，只有你们了 ^^~（you know who you are!)

再来，男友嘛……嗯……哈哈……还是单身好。=X

朋友说，做你的男友，真的连狗都“不如”了！

我说，所以我只爱Pan嘛……

哈哈……没办法，男人，有时候真的真的真的比女人(Aunties)还要烦人……

Superwoman

2009-02-25T07:46:00.000-08:00

I'm not happy cause they are not happy.

I'm not happy cause they are worried.

I'm not happy cause they are frowning.

I'm not happy cause they are uneasy.

I'm not happy cause they can't sleep well at night.

I'm not happy cause they can't think positive at all.

I'm not happy cause they are facing loads of problems.

I'm not happy cause I can't help much.

I'm not happy cause I'm not superwoman...

I hope they will be happy again.

I hope they won't worry much again.

I hope they won't frown for those pain again.

I hope they will be at ease to enjoy every moment of life again.

I hope they can have sweet dreams all night long again.

I hope positive is the only way they view life again.

I hope those problems will never come back again.

I hope I can stay happily with them again.

I hope I don't have to feel to be like a superwoman to help again.

They are Coming! =D

2009-02-19T21:57:00.000-08:00

My parents are coming =D

YAY~~~

Although its my Pa's checkup, but I'm still excited ^^~

Mom said my Pa changed his hair style and she said he looks kiddie =X

Have to see it for myself!

Counting down... hehehehehe.

Can't wait for 5.30pm xD

You Will Be Struck!

2009-02-16T05:49:00.000-08:00

至世界上所有的人渣负心汉，

To all the arseholers in this world,

你们会得到报应的！

You will be struck by lightning!

很快地……

Very soon =)

游子的任意门

2009-02-02T05:19:00.000-08:00

我要一扇门，一扇专为了游子而设的门。

就像Doremon里面的任意门……

Harry Potter里面的Portal，虽然需要Port Key……

Heroes里的Hiro Nakamura（他会做Time Travel）……

我要一开门就可以回家~~~

请不要告诉我任意门可以让人‘任意’的做任何事情，我不管，这扇门只可以回家！

（我就是酱霸道的啦……吹咩！）

回来KL后，看什么都不顺眼。

车……多了，也大辆了，烦死。

食物……味精多了，难吃多了。

人……也多了，而且还是‘冷’的。

天空……朦胧的，鼻子里的content也多了。。。 ‘工作’也多了。。。

心情……郁闷的，提不起劲，容易烦躁的……

工作……明天开工了。。。

。。。

。。

。。。。

一点都不想去………………

今年红包也少了，可是用拜年换回来的时间可以个家人过，划算多了^^

最后，还是Pray Hard Hard 希望今年一切顺顺利利 ^^

p/s: 哈比牛儿 !!

My New Story Book

2009-01-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

Although it's a higher level children reading material, I still appreciate it, and thanks to the person who treats me like a 'child' =X

~* The Tales of Beedle The Bard *~

Thanks for the gift ^^

I Feel Bad

2009-01-07T07:04:00.001-08:00

Feeling really bad...

I mean real bad type of bad.

I dunno how to express the degree of how bad it is, but it is utmost bad which I ever felt in my life.

Bad....

When the feeling started to conquer me, I have no mood to eat, no mood to talk, no mood to play, no mood to read, no mood to move, at all!

I duno what the hell is wrong with me and I really hate this.

I don't wanna be negative but I just can't help but keep thinking on the negative side.

Don't try to comfort me, I know all those stupid positive thinking theories more than anyone else.

I am so afraid that I will loose control of myself and start to bombing people around me anytime soon.

Especially those who cares a lot.

Sometimes, I salute myself for being able to control myself when I have to even though I'm feeling like stabbing people in my heart.

Hahahaha.................

I don't know that is pathetic or what, and I don't know how long I'll be able to do this.

Loosing balance for quite a while and its not good.

Not good.

Fringe

2008-12-28T07:00:00.000-08:00

First, thanks Bear =)

For helping me getting the surprise and sorry for all the troubles =X

I know I'm kinda long gas.

Secondly, I did my hair cut today and yeah, I got a real short fringe right now. My sis said, I look just like my childhood kiddo face, just a lil bit 'seasoned' =.=

Anyway, I'm still not use to it and it's kinda itchy. Hahaha. I'll see whether I can upload any photo soon =X

Cheers~! =)

我很渺小

2008-12-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

问题又来了，虽然身边不缺贵人帮忙……但，我依然觉得无助。
原因？大概是因为……有求于人吧……求人……求……
从来就只是习惯给别人帮忙，真的怎么懂向人求助。
高傲的骨子，真的不见得对我有什么好处……
低头对我来说真的让我觉得有损我的自尊……该死的自尊！
看开吧……No man is an island.
谁都会有开口求救的时候……我真的无能为力……
为了他，我豁出去了！
为了他，我什么都做。
什么都做。

Sooner or Later

2008-11-16T02:16:00.000-08:00

When we grew older...
People around us will leave us one by one.
When we grew older...
People who loves you and cares a lot for you will lessen from time to time.
When we grew older...
People can't do a single thing to stop the one they love from leaving them.
When we grew older...
People will only Think of what to do but never Practice it.
When we grew older...
People will forget how others sacrificed for them and act selfishly for their own sake.
When we grew older...
People chose to ignore than to care.
When we grew older...
People no longer share the bond they used to have like a family.
When I grow older...

Replying her and her Tags =)

2008-10-20T08:56:00.000-07:00

Tag Rules-
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

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Time: 23:57
Name: sally
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 5,6,7 (don't ask why)
Height: 158 cm
Favourite drinks: uncertain
Favourite breakfast: curry instant noodle (mamee) + 1 egg and vege

Have you ever...
Been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: ar boh?
Broken someone's heart: yes, I'm sorry
Fell off your chair: yes -.-
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no
Saved e-mails: yes
Chicken pox: standard 4
Sore throat: having it right now *wtf*
Stitches: don't plan to have any
Broken nose: nope
What is your room like: a room with a queen size bed which now kena raid by a Shih Tzu... duh?!
What's right beside you: pc lappy pc
What is the last thing you ate: ginger... damn freaking lots of ginger

Do you...
Believe in love at first sight: does doggie count?
Like picnics: no
Who was the last person you danced with: pan
Last made you smile: my slav3

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like: daily routine
Kissed anyone: pan
Get sick: soar throat and coughing ... diao...
Talked to an ex: yes
Miss someone: yes
Best feeling in the world: swimming in deep blue sea
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I got living animal to hug ... -.- or butthug... -_-
What's under your bed: no idea
What time is it now: 00.06am (and planning to stop answering -.- bloody long..)

Random Qs...
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: don't repeat question la!!
Q: Do you want children: does doggie count?
Q: Do you smile often: c'mon... its daily routin...
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: yes, although it looks like shit
Q: Are your toenails painted: yes
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: nobody's *wtf is wrong with this Q?*
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: white pink blue yellow black purple *my pj*
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: knocked by sombody's bed
Q: I can't wait till: java
Q: When did you cry last: when watching 10 promises to my dog... 1st time cried in cinema... kns...
Q: Are you a friendly person: no, anti-social
Q: Do you have any pets: yes, an overweight doggie
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: sleeping under my chair
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? no
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : no
Q:What are you doing right now?: wtf is wrong with the person who set this Q?!
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window?: yes... and stucked... happy?
Q: Can you handle the truth?: yes
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?: close to both
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of?: -.- only the person will know
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved?: no idea
Q: Do you eat healthy?: too bad, tasty food are always unhealthy
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes
Q: How often do you go to church?: i'm a freethinker
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: i rather stay at home watch dvd and eat maggi
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: depends
Q: Are you confident?: depends
Q: 5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Kicking ppl's butt (taekwondo sparring)
2. Got my blackbelt (taekwondo)
3. Got my state seat (taekwondo)
4. Won my 1st state rep gold medal (taekwondo)
5. Become chairperson of the club (taekwondo) ... violent nye =X

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy: junk food junk food junk food junk food and junk food
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: donate half of it to WWF and build a freaking huge play ground for pan and the rest give to my family
Q: 5 of my bad habits: stubborn, emo, bad temper, -ve degree patience, likes to use foul language
Q: Places I have lived in: kedah, perak, KL, Uk
Q: 5 jobs I've had: cashier, label cleark, linguist... sorry, I'm young

FINALLY.... wada... -.-

Tagging:
YOU, you know who you are =) Don't give excuses!
Bear >"<
Conta =D
Cindy ^^
Loo =D

泉明，再见 =)

2008-10-20T03:04:00.000-07:00

星期六晚，大家（旧同学）聚在一起欢送他，也顺便来个聚会。还是老地方，大家都没怎么变，有些人依然可爱，依然女人……还有些，依然那么讨人厌。呵呵！

当天，大家聊了很久。话题变了，大家都好像在‘互相交流’着工作，谈谈婷婷的女儿，讲讲鸟人的坏话 xD *paiseh, 我找不到更好的代名词*

现在，大家都把重心放在工作上了。谁的公司好，谁的annual leave多，谁的工钱高……等。忽然间发现，我们‘升级’了。以前在不同的角度看‘大人’，而现在，我们就是那些大人堆里的其中一个。心情有点复杂 -.-"

我想，X年后，大家应该会带着一家大小出席聚会吧。又或者，应该没什么时间聚聚吧…… 哦，心情更复杂噢。。。老了啦 ~~>.<~~

很多人说心地善良没变，但我说，变得最多就是她 =) 我看得见哦! 虽然人会随着时间改变，但是，不要忘了最初的自己 ^^

那晚，我回家后有开始觉得胃酸酸的……吃了三粒super pain killer还灌一大堆水。结果害了自己 T-T 可能因为喝太多水，觉得反胃。没多久就‘光顾’马桶了……闲。。。Buffet 吃了二十多块，旺角喝了二十多块。。。就这样咯。。。 -.-"

Climax是，吐的时候，胃痛药竟然卡在喉头！！娘啊~~ 痛死啊……还以为大家要为我做白金了 =X
结果，现在失声了，又要介口…… 辣椒辣椒。。。咖喱咖喱。。。

其实，现在声音还蛮性感的 =X 哈哈哈~！

~ Think Positive, You'll Become What You Think ~

Happy Happy Me =D

2008-10-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

Parents are here and our one and only mission is .... to EAT!! LOL~
Well, it's happy to feast together and it'll be hell for me after that.
Cuz... It'll be diet time again...
X finger, pray hard hard I can reach my target ^^

~ Think Positive, You'll Become What You Think ~

天意？

2008-09-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

当你以为一切都已经定下来的时候，忽然间，一件事与物让一切又动摇起来会是怎样？
感觉应该就像平静的湖，被扔下来的石子，翻起一阵阵的涟漪。
总结就是。。。烦 -.-"

今早老爸打来说，他们答应资助我了。
其实听到了以后，真的很不爽……心里只想骂 “他X的鸡蛋糕”
为什么爆粗？
很简单，下星期开课了！That's why -.-"
如果早两个星期前，或许还有可能。但现在也未免太迟了吧……？！
人家真的以为他们不会批准嘛……

其实，我很想知道……拿着那么大笔数目的支票 (GBP 哦），是什么感觉？
哈哈哈哈……*又白目了*

老爸很为难。
一方面很感激他们的资助,
另一方面又得向他们解释退还的理由。

但是，老爸又问了一个很重要的问题。
我只想说，我会，但不懂什么时候。
但,绝对不是那里。
B先生太闷了……
家人太重要了……
朋友太好了……
我又太‘怕死’了……

对，这是重点！
一个人到那么远，贪他够冷咩。。。
我还没那么勇敢立志做冰棒 ^^
问题不是哪间，而是不要那么远就好了
因为一个人，是很惨的

p/s: Mr Iqbal, I'm truely sorry that I can't make it =X

Banana, want some?

2008-09-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

Trying to blog with 1 eye open... sleepy lor...

The Banana Trip - Pisang Fall
Short trek, around 30 to 45 minutes walk to the fall.
Crossed a few rivers and same problem occurred again. I mean my Keen... Haiz...
I have to clear those sands in it after crossing rivers. Which... I found leech on my foot!!!
Damn lot leeches... broke my record. 5 leeches, 4 fail attempts and a smart one managed to 'conquer' my foot. Bloody hell -.-
Poured lotsa salt on it, let it dance =X
And, Ivan started his leech torturing session again... that sadist -.-
Btw, SK kena leech attack on his neck! It's my first experience seeing leech dropped from the above.... reminds me of 十面埋伏 "the great ambush"

The Fall
It's sort of divided into 3 part. The 1st fall is a gentle lil thingy where SK falls in love with it and can't keep his Kamera Sorok-Sorok away from it. The 2nd fall is kinda like bead door curtain, you can see the lines clearly. The last 1 has the strongest current =D and I managed to let it wash through xD
Hmm, feel a bit creepy as I can't see whats down there right at the point the water rush down... kinda dark.
But, surprisingly, the water below the fall quite calm and .. warm? Weird...

Return
Nothing much about the trip, but something important about the lunch xD
We went to TBR, and queued damn freaking long for the famous chicken rice ^^
OMG, I never eat it for few years liao... YUMZ YUMZ !!
And the soup... SLURRRRPPP xD

Trek Record
Tortured a few leeches... feeling a bit guilty now.
One suction hole, 1 out of 5 leeches, which is now looking like after being poisoned (damn)
Lotsa lotsa lotsa scratches by fern and dried branches....
and... damn sleepy -.-
nap nap time

p/s: waiting for photos from Yong, SK, Su-Ivan (they both sharing digi-cam mah)
*evin grin* giving pressures =D

~ Think Positive, You'll Become What You Think ~

My PooR Washing Machine

2008-09-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

My poor lil washing machine kong liao .... Serves me for more than three years, never break down before. I guess we gave him too much load to work on. Haiz.... now I've to wring my own clothes -.-"

Actually, it can only support 5.2kg clothes plus water. However, I don't think anybody care about it... We just throw everything in, and this is the consequence we get!

Think of it further, after I started my working life, whenever I feel tired, I can just take a break, apply leave, get an MC if I'm ill etc etc... I always shout to people that I hate work bla bla bla, and now, I feel lazy to study, bla bla bla again...

But, my parents, they are the funny 'species'.
My mom, she never wanna stop. She is a typical housewife who always keep everything tidy, clean and orderly. She woke up 5am+ every morning to clean all clothes, dish, floor, windows, bla bla bla... you name it. I think, my mom is a squeamish aka clean freak. She will mops three times a day, in the morning, after cooking lunch and in the evening after dinner. See... told ya =.=

My father, he works more than 8 hours a day and 7 days per week. Which means, he don't take day off, at all -.-" He always gave different excuses to go to work. No matter it's raininng day (he's riding a bike to work), came back late for lunch (1pm to 2pm), or even he's ill. He takes his job post soo serious, that he only relax a bit, when we (siblings) are home. Well, thats rare >.<

I know they both work hard to keep this family, for us =) I'm glad to have them in my life. But, I hope they can have breaks, like other people's parents. Tour, holiday, vacation, wadeva... So they won't suffer any 'break down' like my washing machine.

When we're trying not to work 'so hard', my parents are finding more reason to work harder and harder. Ain't that ... irony? I guess that is the different between the O-generation and the so call X-generation...
O-generation = older generation X-generation = X (no) to work generation
(yea, I am crapping) =X

I sometimes, really hope that I have the ability to bring them to Scotland =) I know they will love that place, a lot ^^

~ Think Positive, You'll Become What You Think ~

The Original Violet

2008-09-02T04:53:00.000-07:00

Searching for the primitive feeling when everything started... The most natural, sincere, true, innocent and simple violet =)

The violet who only enjoys and cherish moment of joy, happiness, stress free life... with everyone.

No sorrow, no pressure, no worry, no teasing, no backstabbing, no gossiping, no ill will, no.... no... too many to remember....

Yea, the best is... forget all about it =)

Time to forgive and forget.

~ Think Positive, You'll Become What You Think ~

The Summary

2008-09-01T05:53:00.000-07:00

Did soooo many things this weekend... need lotsa time to write all out... So, I just sum them up xD

Saturday Chilling

Q: Fun?
A: Of course =D The trekking took us around an hour plus, crossed 6 rivers. It was a pleasant walk, not tiring at all. Actually, it's nothing compared to Endau Rompin =X and didn't even sweat much. *proud*
When we crossed 6 rivers and reach the top of Chilling Fall, its really awesome...! In the height of seven storey, strong wind, strong current (it rained the night before), we can feel the cold wind when we stood near to the waterfall. Slippery rock there kinda dangerous, some of us got slipped... buttock pain loh xD
After that, Picnic session again. As usual.. poor Yong don't have much choice =X but he always bring his Doremon "fourth-dimensional pocket" aka 八宝袋 =)

Q: Excitement ?
A: I almost got dashed away by the current. Seriously, the water level was just at my waist line, but strong current. When we were crossing the 3rd river, I got a tiny slip and totally lose balance. I can't think of anything, got nothing to grab on too and just soaked in the water. Luckily I hold my breathe, didn't drink any water. *lucky lucky* Hehehe...
And Ali was near to me, managed to 'pick' me up =) Thank you Mr. Hero... Hehe (dun get too proud)
However, he injured his ankle when trying to pull me up. Besides, his wife and 'her' accessories got soak in water too... T-T spoilt his flash and lenses... sorry bout that T-T

Q: Surprises?
MY SIS! She asked to follow us... Can you imagine, a lazy girl who don't even wanna jog for 5 minutes wanna trek with us? Haha~
Another SHOCKING EVENT, those 'gentlemen'.... They stood on top of the rocks near to the fall and started to do their sexy dancing... omfg....*Backgroun Music Playing - Don't Cha*
Imagine, they were fully soaked, the pants sticked on their... ehem =X twisted their buttock around sumore... -_- (yuck...)
They rubbed themselves and do those Zohan moves...
Really LOLROTFLMAO....

Q: Food?
A: Hehe, went Ulu Yam to makan lunch. I ate like I never eat before =X It's just too oo Deeeeeelicious xD
And after that went to Ivan's coursemate's place... His daughter... damn kao chubby, super cutie to be =) just like the mom ^-^ sweet~

p/s: somebody merajuk =X Owh... I kena leech liao =X but it was an fail attempt. Hehe!

Sunday Shopping

Went to Pet's Wonderland, changed Pan's oversize clothe, bought him Heart Guard and medicine to cure his skin problems... Hope he'll get well soon T-T
Had dinner at LiuXiang, sister belanja *buahahahaha* Ate a lot! *Slurrrpp* Hope can bring my parents there when they visit me =P

Monday Feasting

Met Yong at Borders, wanna kick his butt =X Hehe... forced him to go home after that xD Poor Yong... went office on weekend and .... Hahahaha.... (can't tell =X)

Then, we (siblings) went Sushi Zanmai, Eat eat and Eat >.<" Five of us spent almost 200 bucks there =X
I sapu lotsa unagi *Yumz*, just had unagi at Yuzu on Sunday, Haha... Unagi fever >.<
Sashimi there seems fresh, nice colour. I only watched my sis n bro eat.... with wasabi (yuck)...

For the first time, we tried zanmai desert. Sis ordered a ChocoBanan Ice-cream, was nice but mine are much more better xD
My macha macha ice-cream, *hmmmmmm, yum yum* xD its really delicious =) although a bit expensive, Rm 12 each, but its really really delicious.
Not too sweet, not too creamy, with corn flakes underneath macha ice-cream and red bean (hate red bean) and jelly underneath corn flakes =) Multi layer Macha! Hehe~

The place was crowded with people, maybe its public holiday, and also the first day of fasting season. But not much car on the road ;) that's good.
Went home around 8 and planned to sleep soon xD
SO ... nite nite ^^~

我好累

2008-08-31T01:18:00.000-07:00

所有一切的一切，让我觉得疲惫不堪……
活力四射的我？
早已没有多余的力量去面对了。
笑吧……什么都不关紧要了……
吵过，闹过，哭过，剩下的。。。
一笑而过吧……
星期二，等待星期二。
过后，应该不会再累了吧……

My Trekking Sandal

2008-08-26T05:00:00.001-07:00

My second post in one day =D

Bought a trekking sandal today. It's expensive, I got discount for more than 100 bucks, still... expensive =X
But I know it's worth more than the original price ;)
Some people are just not smart enough to understand the core idea =P
C'mon Keen, make me proud of ya!

My new Keen trekking shoe =)

Who says Shis Tzu can't advertise with sandal?

I'm gonna wear it for my Chilling trip this weekend *evil grin*
Somebody better watch his back. *HiakHiakHiak echoing*

~end~

Pan in Action!

2008-08-26T03:54:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, Pan did his 1st photo shooting with Ali =)

You can get the details from Ali's blog

http://emmetropicjourney.blogspot.com/2008/08/weekend-was-spent-just-chilling-at.html

=)

My Lil Devil Pan

Pan: Mommy... who is that uncle with a Canon on his hand?

Pan to Ali: What are You lookin at?

Pan: Blek! =p

Pan: Hmm... a good shade under hot sun =D

Pan: Kitty spotted!! Target locked!!

Pan: I think i need more excercise...

Pan: Mommy, I'm thirsty, can we go home?

Pan: Watch me jump!

Pan: Am I a good boy today?

Pan: zZzZz...

P/s: Thanks you Uncle Ali =)

~end~

Threatening Us?

2008-08-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

Subject Matter: Reena's Monday "Blue"
Character: Sally and Nana
Arsehole: the flasher, the cop who don't know how to boot a PC
Locale: MidValley City

It all started with Nana's encounter with a flasher in LG's elevator 8.22am early this morning. Then I accompanied her to make a report to the MV guard which later they asked Nana to lodge a police report around 10am (cuz they open up at 10)

Those guards treated this 'encounter' as if it's normal, they can ask questions like, "awak nampak ke?", "panjang ke?" etc etc... It was quite hard for me to hold myself as the "victim", herself was laughing as if she's going to melt into their silly questions! Haha! But they did their search after we complaint about the incident.

Around 1030am, we went down to the MV police booth accompanied by a guard we knew early this morning. To our surprise, its not open yet. Without any choices, we have to wait outside the booth. Well, we did managed to amuse ourselves with the "assistance" of two lady.

This is classic =X

Lady A: wearing flowery gypsy top, black silky legging, black latex high-heels and a LV bag on her arm (carried in a Legally Blonde's way) She was talking on phone, trying to look for a friend (we assumed)

Lady B: wearing exactly the same like Lady A (different colour) and LV bad on her arm, also the Legally Blonde's way and she's on phone too. Nana and I was like what on earth is wrong with these people xD latex? Black silky legging with a gypsy top, LV beg carry in that kinda way?

And this is an example of how they carried their LV and the exactly the finger posing =X

Hahaha... looks like everybody is trying to be Paris Hilton =X

-ok ok... outa topic-

After half hour plus of waiting, the "big shot" finally here. Once he reach with his bike, we thought that we can settle all this and get back to work. Hell... he started to took out a razor and shave in front of the police booth at MV in da public... What the hell?! And he have his uniform with a hanger on it! He is so... unbelievable...

Finally he's done with his "wash up". We were hoping he can starts with the "interrogation" when he suddenly lit up a cigarette and swearing on the PC. After a few attempts, he turns to me and said "saya terus-terang dengan korang, saye memang tak reti komputer ni. Boleh tolong buka? Tak tau mane rosak ni." and continue murmuring... and you don't wanna know what he said.

-my brain gone blank for the first time....- he don't know how to boot a PC...? Thats a bad omen...

After helping him to boot his PC, we thought that, ok, lets finish this. Again, he strikes us "eh, kenape dengan komputer ni? Ade virus?" Speechless again and tried to help him but the PC got hang on a spyware detection.... Haiz...

Then he tried so hard to convince Nana not to lodge police report as this is a responsibility of MV security guard and it will cause her a hassle as she has to go Brickfield police station bla bla bla.... Then he started to push the blame, the responsibilities to others... While he was "explaining" himself, bit by bit, he wiped out all our confidence toward them... those who are protecting us? Ha-Ha.. protecting our rights...

Before we head back to office, he asked again. "ni betul betul keh nak report? Awak kena pergi ke Brickfield tau? IO memang tak senang sebab korang bukanlah kena rogal ke, baju kene koyak ke, kene pegang atau ape..."

-he really can make my brain goes blank- We only can make report after we got rapped? Wow, I wonder can he says that if her mom, sister, wife, daughter etc got rapped? Hmm...

Nana sounds a bit angry and said she'll definitely lodge the report by lunch time and he interrupted and said "kalao u tak pergi, saye yang kene ni! Kalao saye kena, hah, saye akan cari korang nanti tau?"

-he is so good in making me gone blank- Is he trying to threaten us? Yes, he just threatened us. Our POLICE, those who should stands in front of us against the villains ... just THREATENED us...!!

We got so upset and head back to office. However, Nana did lodge the report straight at Brickfield, way to go girl =) and she told the IO bout what the non PC-illiterate cop said and the IO promised to 'check' on him tomorrow. I hope he will.

Is it no longer safe here? It happened in a place like MV... that is pathetic...

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Prelude

2008-08-24T00:14:00.000-07:00

Introducing the new Viology Regalia by the Red Devil which migrates from Just Violet
Well, things will still be the same, I guess...
Dumping all my thoughts here...
Scolding losers here...
Swear here >.<

Actually, brain kinda empty now.
Cultivating my mood to eat later =X
My buddies, colleagues and I going to have a feast at Jogoya later.
Gosh I <3 Jogoya!
I can eat like a cow nonstop... for 3 hours...oO
Might post about that tomorrow.
Hehe~

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